One of the really WEIRD things that has been happening since I've been pregnant is that I have these crazy, vivid, freaky dreams.... all of the time. Two nights ago I had this dream that the baby was born now (15 weeks early). Nothing was ready... the baby only had the little t-shirt and blanket from the hospital and that was it. Then, whenever I tried to pick the baby up, I would drop him!! The doctor told me that I couldn't take him home until I figured out how to hold him. I was crying and traumatized. Russell had to reassure me when I woke up that 1) our baby will have clothes, and 2) He's sure that I will know how to hold the baby without dropping him.
So I have been feeling extremely unprepared since that night. I'm going shopping today. :)
